::. Wont Look Back .::

Every time I look, every time I stare upon a mirror 

I really don't know whom I thought I knew for years 

Who's the man I see, he's bee foolin' me 

Keeps teelling me what I thought I was supposed to be 

Twenty one years had passed I've made a lot of sacrifice 

I do everything for everybody but me 

No, no, no one can really tell, I hide my tears so well 

By the time they look, they can only see the smiles 

Sometimes I wonder, they care as how much I cared 

Would they really dare to do the things I dared 

Anyway that don't matter, if they don't do the same to me 

I'd still be doing things I do, you see 

My life, is like a burning candle 

Bringing joy to people, giving light though how much 

It's hurting me, if that's the way it's gotta be then let it be 

But this tme the pain's too deep, too hard 

Everytime I try, to lie to myself that everything's ok 

I can't deny, I cry and all that I can say 

God, have mercy 

Please give me, give me, show the light to me 

So I can give the joy the people want to feel 

So I can live another day until I have no will 

If that's the way then let it be 

But this time the pain's too deep to hard 

Everyday I pray I have the strength to carry on 

Every night and day I pray things just work my way 

Well, it better be that way, it's a dangerous game I play 

But no one has to know all the heartache I take 

It's a nightmare out there, I've got no one to share 

Troubles in my mind, in my mind I bare 

If that's the way it's got to be, then let it be 

But this time's the pain's too deep, too hard 

To my heart 

That cant no longer take this pain 

No longer sleep at night 

Feels like I don't wanna live another day 

Don't wanna fall apart 

I just wish I could vanish all that's breaking me 

Just leave the misery 

And don't look back 

:::ANNAEM:::.
-jakartabarat-
-Isnin, 23012012-